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[mipeltaja]

It's 4 in the morning and I'm taking Internet too seriously and feeling crappy because of it. Well, partly anyway. I think the other part of the reason is that I'm ill and feel crappy anyway. 8D

I thought learned not to let shitheads online get to me (I'm not going to elaborate, it's just some random Internet stranger, which makes my frustration even more ridiculous) a long time ago, but I guess I'm groggy and feverish and I CAN'T SLEEP ANYMORE BECAUSE MY BED IS ALWAYS EITHER TOO HOT OR TOO COLD and I'm a bit hungry but even the thought of food makes me nauseous so I don't have all my mental defenses in place or something. Ugh.

And I don't think I can afford to miss my classes tomorrow. Or technically today. Fffff.

Man, even the LJ ads seem to be making even less sense than usual.


ETA: Pheewww, the fever's gone down, and with it my anxiety. I was aware I was overreacting even when I wrote this but at the time I felt so overall horrible that I had to get it out of my system.

Comments

[mipeltaja.livejournal.com]

No semmonen typerä tilanne mut joku vastas yhteen mun kommenttiin että who cares. Ja kun mulla oli aika rankat ylireaktiot päällä muutenki kuumeen ja pahoinvoinnin vuoksi niin alko ahistaa että ou nou, joku netissä ei välitä mun mielipiteestä. 8D Enää ei ahista kun on melkeen terve oloki ja joku kävi vastaamassa sille random tyypille että ootpa aika paskapää.

[mipeltaja.livejournal.com]

Jaa-a, kai sitä vielä tälle viikkoa kerkeis semmosenki piirtää. :D