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It's 4 in the morning and I'm taking Internet too seriously and feeling crappy because of it. Well, partly anyway. I think the other part of the reason is that I'm ill and feel crappy anyway. 8D
I thought learned not to let shitheads online get to me (I'm not going to elaborate, it's just some random Internet stranger, which makes my frustration even more ridiculous) a long time ago, but I guess I'm groggy and feverish and I CAN'T SLEEP ANYMORE BECAUSE MY BED IS ALWAYS EITHER TOO HOT OR TOO COLD and I'm a bit hungry but even the thought of food makes me nauseous so I don't have all my mental defenses in place or something. Ugh.
And I don't think I can afford to miss my classes tomorrow. Or technically today. Fffff.
Man, even the LJ ads seem to be making even less sense than usual.
ETA: Pheewww, the fever's gone down, and with it my anxiety. I was aware I was overreacting even when I wrote this but at the time I felt so overall horrible that I had to get it out of my system.
I thought learned not to let shitheads online get to me (I'm not going to elaborate, it's just some random Internet stranger, which makes my frustration even more ridiculous) a long time ago, but I guess I'm groggy and feverish and I CAN'T SLEEP ANYMORE BECAUSE MY BED IS ALWAYS EITHER TOO HOT OR TOO COLD and I'm a bit hungry but even the thought of food makes me nauseous so I don't have all my mental defenses in place or something. Ugh.
And I don't think I can afford to miss my classes tomorrow. Or technically today. Fffff.
Man, even the LJ ads seem to be making even less sense than usual.
ETA: Pheewww, the fever's gone down, and with it my anxiety. I was aware I was overreacting even when I wrote this but at the time I felt so overall horrible that I had to get it out of my system.